significant days from the past-sorting through old photos.

1. about 2 years ago-quite possibly - the most broken day of my life, just one day of mind death.

2.about 1 1/2 years ago- after about 3 hours of crying-humbling day of truth.

3. 14 years old. i'll keep this one to myself.

4. about 2 ago- my little brother spent all day with me and watched me take photos as he tried with my digital. He shared the most beautiful thoughts with me that day.

While

at work-

i gave a young girl a rose.

She smiled from ear to ear.

Thanked me too much.

And on her way out,

hugged me and said she felt like a princess.

And drowned in my own misery,

her freckled cheeks and tiny smile made my heart open.

i wore a half-smile for the rest of the day.

...

....yes.

To be sparked,

so saturated,

then to observe the decline of the very thoughts once sought to be pure-

this is neglect.

the fall-out of glimmering potential.

i tried.

Venetian Snares - Szamár Madár

i felt my chest cave in once this began. please close your eyes and listen, feel...

3:58

my mind has been fed.

Altissima quaeque flumina minimo sono lab

Illuminance of your veins,

enigmatic roots suffocating my spine, as it travels

flickering ink-spheres violently eradicate

(divide)

unraveling timely

(above,fused)

milked sclera and...

(scattered,ivory structure ghostly chants of the decline, molecular binds grasped and pulled-)

the reveal

the reveal... ..